Thursday, October 13, 2005
somtimes i really feel so alone.....i felt so left out.....my mood today was totally foiled...foiled by hu or wad.....i seriously dunno.....haiz.....no mood for anithing......i juz feel lyk bloggin....i dun lyk to bottle up my feelings....erm...hu lyk to bottle up their feeling huh???lol....this is the shit-est feeling ever.....but wad can i do?all i can do is to spill it out on my blog...tts y i decided not to delete my blog....ok larh...blog not tt bad wad.....omg....i actually looked forward to coming to sch todae...but i suddenly feel lyk stayin st home....dun feel lyk goin to sch....omg...wads happening to me.....???i start to imagine things whenever i hav free time or nothin to do...my imagination will then go wild....lyk a nv ending flimstrip flashing across the screen.....omg...i am really goin crazy....i juz cannot stop thinking abt some stuff....help me!!!i am feeling so damn luan now.....my mind is not cooperating.....one side is thinking this way...but the other side is thinking the other way.....okk...i shall stop being pessimistic....lyk wad yining said....i should be more optimistic....but how?sum one plz tell me..
todae was basically a survey day....so bored.....survey survey and survey....blah....!then wad bali bomb blast thing....it was taken place at RAJA food court.....haiz....pitied the people there....the bombers are so mean.....not only dey kill themself...dey also kill alot more of innocent ppl....haiz...sum ppl juz onli noe how to tink for themselves......todae kaiying told me a punishment of the bombers.....tie them on a chair and bomb them to death instead of hanging them....haha...it was cao lame lor......then school todae end quickly...??? slowly....???i dunno....hmm...i was walking to the central alone when i meet sharon, jasmine, andrea and adelaine....*hope i spelt their names correctly...*lol...then was lyk crapping....abt 3.20 i reached home...yups...then use com until now...the wireless is down...but luckily i managed to blog...=(
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